So sorry MWG that you are in a funk. It's easily understood by what you have endured and continue to endure.

You do have to remember it was less than a year ago your h did come home. That could happen again.

Snow is right. When I get those hopeless thoughts, I go to God. He is the only one you really can find comfort in.

I will keep praying for you and your h.

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"