MWG, Thanks for sharing those raw feelings with us. I have had those feelings before and after I do God lifts me up and shows me how much I really do love my husband. God brings the love back to me, I don't have to do a things. The love is still there...just buried beneath all the pain that your husband has caused you and what you feel for your kids. Maybe you have to feel this way so that you can understand more of what your husband has gone/is going through.
