Could be that you're feeling that a divorce would help stop the pain. At this point, you're so tired of hurting.
A divorce will NOT be the answer to stopping your pain/hurting. Because of how you still feel about your H, the pain will still be there, even after a divorce.
Unless you know you want to not be married to him any longer, don't look at divorce as a way to stop hurting. Moving on in your own life, learning and doing things YOU enjoy, disengaging yourself from his shenanigans will help ease what you're feeling.
Women are angels. And when someone breaks our wings, we simply continue to fly...on a broomstick. We are flexible
