I'm so glad you're posting here, and being this honest. You've inspired me to write some things later today on my thread. Keep it up, we're here for you!
I agree about the 50% comment, I've thought that a lot. How do so many people survive this kind of pain? And we will too.
Me: 30 W: 28 T 8, M 6 S: 7-27-2007 W filed (again) 3-2011 Served 8-2011 Responded, now dark "I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear" MLK