I am having a difficult time figuring out what to do at this point. H has said he wants to divorce so that he can start over and make it right with me. At least that is what he has been saying lately.
We have been seperated since August. He just recently moved into town in December. We have ML (two weeks ago) once since he has been back. a week prior to the ML we had been talking on the phone, being flirty to each other etc...then nothing for the 2 weeks. We had one convo after that where he told me he wanted to d in order to start again after d is final. I posted the sitch in my siggy if anyone is interested.
I just don't understand this logic and am not ready to file.
This morning when he picked up s for visitation, he was just nonchalant and tried conversation with me. I just tried to act in the same way. He asked what was wrong with me..I just said I am not sure what he wanted from me. He replied that he just wanted someone to talk to.
I don't know how to just be freinds with him. I don't know how to just have sex and act like there is not any feeling there. I don't know how to just let it all go!
I have applied all the DBing I can with some result. But then there is all of this dead space in between and I begin to wonder if it is all worth the effort.
