I really need help right now... You no doubt have read my story in my other thread.
Update...I had installed keylogging software on our home computer to monitor the kids but I have had a sneaky suspicion about S and relationship with old friend from HS she started up with 3 months ago.
Logged in and viola' worst fear true. Her trip to her old town to see friends was a love connection. Not sure how far it went definatly a EA possibly a PA and he decided he couldn't pursue the relationship (in an email she sent him respecting his decision). She went on to say how she could pictured a life with him and all of the kids but she had already decided she couldn't live that way ect.ect..
I had my own EA as mentioned before. So I understand how it happened.
What now? I love her and want our marriage to grow and flourish. I am DBing like a madman...
Please help.
***Getting up every day and learning to breathe in a new me. For me and my children***
Me: 43 W: 38 SD-15 S(s): 12,9,7 Separated-2/14/2009 My sitch
