Dear Silva, Glad to see we are back. You sound like you are in a rare mood today. Having some fun or just pretending. Doesn't matter anyway. I am ok today. Slightly afraid of the weekend - always seems to be the war zone, but my H has been good all week and we will see how the weekend goes. If it gets tense I will call out here instead of arguing with him. I got your point the other night about DA being about us and not the other person. I am just frustrated and afraid that he will resolve his issues and then we have to deal with mine. I don't want to waste my life this way. We never know how much time we have and I want to enjoy it. Have to admit that the looking at myself stuff is scary too - last weekend was my fault for trying to drive home my point instead of acknowledging his changes. Also struggling with the hurt from before -what brought us to this point and shy of trusting him again. Anyway, I enjoyed the humor so far. It's sooooo necessary sometimes to cope with what we go through.
