It's funny.......I am really feeling much more detached from my H, and am having more anger, rather than pain, when I am around him. Or not so much anger, but annoyance at his attitudes. My C says this is a good thing, because it means I am letting go.
And when I sent those e-mails, I saw it as being straitforward and assertive about my feelings and I really didn't care if pushed him away some more or not.
I don't like the person he is right now and I don't like that there is so much tension when he's around. And the fact that he thinks I am so weak and needy as to grasp at any little crumbs of kindness he sends my way, frankly, pisses me off!
Although I know why he feels that way, given my history of making him the center of my whole universe.
[[[[[[hugs]]]]]]
TJ
Me45,H49 D24,S18 M26,T28 Bomb 3/19/08 Sep 6/23/08 EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8 3/2009 H moved in w/OW2 7/2009 Let him go w/Love. 8/2009 Legally Sep'd
