I've Come Full Circle 23

[kat727]

Thanks for stopping by and adding her to your prayers. Hectic night and I cried quite a bit. Good to get it out now. Probably about everything and not just her. But it is so sad. The tumors are in her lungs and her neck. It doesn't sound good. They are talking to the doctor and hopefully will know more this next week. They didn't want to say anything over the holidays and then my brother's birthday on the 10th. So that is why we are just finding out.

It so hits home when you have your own kids, that are the same age even. I hope that it is treatable and she comes out of this ok. I looked closely at my four hopefully without them noticing. Didn't feel anything different, though of course I probably wouldn't. but they haven't been sick lately so I will keep crossing my fingers and praying.

Now isn't the time to ask why but what. What can be done? What does she need? What would make her feel better and not so scared?

When I went to the insurance agents yesterday, found out there were even more things to change that I hadn't even begun to think of such as my will and though I had changed my beneficiaries, since the kids are minors I really need to name another adult, just not ex. I am just overwhelmed at the moment. If I can stay calm and bail out one bucket of water/mess at a time I will do fine.

Thanks for stopping by.
kat