so, I talked to one of my guys tonight. The ones I talk to to lift up.
Gave him some positives. Lifted him up,
I'm so done with this.
And would it be so wrong to tell one of your guys that you are sucked dry right now and need support?
That for now you need someone to be there for you?
Or is that one of those Alpha male no-no's
Seriously Frank, many of us have had to overcome obstacles and get our act together. You are not the only one.
Some of us saw a therapist. Some of us took meds.
If you have anxiety, take Klonopin. It works wonders.
I guess it also has something to do with how badly you really want to change, or if you are just paying lip service.
For me personally, when my Husband left I had a complete breakdown and had to get help. The only reason I didn't commit suicide was because of my children.
Every day was a struggle because I couldn't cope. I wavered in between pride by not letting anyone know that I couldn't handle this, and becoming totally needy and driving everyone away.
Thankfully, this didn't last too long, but it was a personal choice I made, that I wouldn't let this get the best of me, and I would survive and be a better version of myself.
I honestly don't know too much about alcoholics but I do have friends that are married to them. It seems that the common theme that my friends tell me is that they wish that their Husbands would talk to them about their issues BEFORE picking up the bottle and drowing them out.
Have you ever talked to David? He has been sober for a long time. He has not picked up a single drink since receiving the bomb about 3 years ago. Instead he received Christ.
Frank I don't know what to tell you. I feel sorry for you because you are almost in the same place mentally as you were when you first started posting.
Nothing has changed.
You are still posting the same stuff.
I think it is time to make some real changes in your life, not post about make believe ones in cyber space.
Do you have health insurance? Maybe you need to go away to a rehab place for a while and get your act together. They can help you with the depression and anxiety.
Set goals, and do them.
Take it one day at a time........
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
