Not good. Our two week no contact lasted about 4 days. It was cut short for my birthday. Long story short...jacuzzi...birthday sex...huge fight!

I really not to grasp the reality that my marriage is over. I'm having a really hard time letting go, and I think that while he's letting go...I panic.

I have able to get served in his attorney's office today, so there where no surprises there, and I appreciated that. However, I disagree with about 80% of the divorce proposal...promting me to react with another angry phone call to him. I really just need to leave him alone, and LET GO!
Yes, I have a lawyer. I'm taking the papers to her on Tuesday. I have no choice.

Me 36
Husband 35
D5
S2
separated:
10/29/07-present
Served divorce papers 1/22/09
"When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."