She hasn't talked or text with the guy since it all came crashing down. I can see all the calls and texts from att wireless and our home phone. Something tells me she may have slept with him once and realized how wrong she was. She knowing how I feel about cheating knows I would probably leave if she did tell the truth, unless she already has. And I just don't believe her that nothing happened except for talking dirty through text messsaging. Yes our marriage wasn't in a good place but that doesn't make it right. You didn't see me out or texting some other girl. The biggest problem is my ego. I guess I wonder if i'm letting it control my emotions because I don't want to believe this could have happened to me. I'm trying though for the sake of my children. My coach has me thinking of all the good things that she's doing but I just can't get the bad ones out of my thoughts. Am I normal? I don't want to know if something happened. I just want my PEACE OF MIND!!!!!!!!!!!
