Not sure how much medicating you've been doing, but given the history, any drinking is probably a less than stellar idea right now. I assume you realize this now.
Keep in mind that your daughters have likely heard your wife go on about your drinking "problem," making them more inclined to think there is a problem if they know you've been drinking at all.
That just means there is zero tolerance in that area right now.
And the others are right to remind you of the tenuous position it could put you in. Makes no sense to give your wife ANY ammunition as things move forward.
As for friends, I know many have posted here over the past year urging you to get out and form a social circle of some kind. I get that this might be tough for you, but you have got to do this is some way, shape, or form.
You know doggoned well that this site is MORE than just busting divorces. Especially for those of us who have been here for awhile. I sure hope it's not true that no one here can help you. That would be really sad.
It's good that you were able to come clean so to speak. Now we know. Now we can help from a position of knowledge. And if we can't be straight with each other here on this relatively anonymous board, what chance do we have of being honest with a real person in our lives?
Yeah, it sucks. It also is what it is. And you are definitely man enough to navigate your way through it.
Blessings,
Bill
"Don't tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon."
