Time for me to change....scared as Hell! 2

[theotherhalf]

I miss the sex of course, well some of it. The last time was the most connected sex we've had for a very very long time. But I do not miss the uncontrollable expectations of "this" time maybe things will be diffent afterwards...

My H went back home a few days after the last time. I asked him that day if the other night was a good bye, he said "no, I don't think so". I guess he lied. Again. Because since that time he has went from bad to worse, from gone to really detached, and back to OW (I think).

Anyways, thats in the past. I have to look forward. Take care LWB.