I had my kids last night so it was great. This morning after I dropped them off at school I had the tightness in my chest. I just thought about my kids and that they need and deserve to have their dad with them everyday. We all love our kids sooo much and would lay down our lives if we had to for our kids. My W love our kids very much as well. Yet, has not lifted her finger or even said a word to me about our family and M sine the B 13 months ago. I know, I know, just venting. I know I should not even be worried what she does or does not do. I am just hurting big time. I hurt the most when the kids leave me. I did not sign up for this life !!! Yes I am doing my best but it just hurts so much sometimes and the heavy heart is tough to bare. I just wish I could phone my best friend (my W) and talk to her like we used to when we first met.
Me/W: 46/36 D7.6/S6 T/M: 7.5/6.5 Bomb 12/05/07 D final: 03/03/09
