well we arent't living toghter anymore and she has started dating other people and added that I should to. I'm in no position to ask for anything. I pushed her to far and she shows no intention of trying at all... I'm at a stage that I never had to deal with before. I don't call her or anything she has sent a few massages and called a few times but it's only for little nothings. I did send her an email a while ago and told her I loved her still and she sent back that would probaly love me for the rest of her life but she can't try again and is moving on.. and she has. I think I got on here to late and have done to many things wrong that would take time to turn around. it's so far out of my hands... I have just been doing NC for over a month now. any attempt to communicate at all is quikly delt with or no responce at all.. so I stopped that. Its seems she is looking for another commitment and has had trouble with it also but has stayed steady on no seeing me so... anyway thats where I am now...
Me 40 waw 39 Never formally M Common law SD 16 SS 13 Together 9 yrs bomb 10/2/08 She started dating 11/08 Started P/A 01/09 Contiunes to call R over