So, h is still away since Monday night. I have not heard a thing from him. Still thinking on what to say regarding him coming and going. Not sure if I should just wait to see if he is going to come back and leave again.

He said he is doing it slowly for son. How slowly, I dont know.
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Feeling sad today. I am beginning to feel that h needs to be totally gone before anything can happen between us. I know most people say it is better to have them in the house, but I think he needs to do this for him.