No I have to watch out for that, I don't want to make myslef the awesome person and her beneath me, not that is not the height thing. I saw your post, I just got backin the office, and i need to type this before it is out of my head.
I have told you all how powerful my dreams are, very real and mostly insighful. Anyway, in my dreams of her (yes coming home to me), I never see her face, she never picks her head up and when she starts to, I wake up. Also in the dreams and I have mentioned this to my mother that it bothers me or intrigues me more than bothers, is that she appears smaller to me. Yesterday it was like I was out of body looking at her. i didn't see myself, her and it was like I was floating up. I was thinking about the conversation, about how I looked at her and its fuzzy, like the memory really isn't mine.
I was worried in my dreams that her being smaller was me looking at her like she is a lesser person to me, thats not it. I am now thinking that the dreams had me looking at her through someone elses eyes, His. I t makes sense, don't you see. How I felt yesterday, how i hnadled myself the way I loked at her my dreams from before, This makes sense to me...It really does...I am seeing her thru His eyes, thats been the dream, I don't know what it means or will mean, but I get it now....I was worriend about being prideful (my choise was deiminished in value) when I looked at her, but it isn't that, I didn't get that vibe, I don't have that vibe.....
Yes, you are rtight to be worried and to warn, becasue i have been afraid of getting that way, but I'm not, don't you see, I wasn't happy because I am a btter person, i was happy becuase of who I am and how I was able to llok at her.
