I miss having someone love ME. Someone crazy about ME.
I made a huge DB mistake (once again) but I guess we are all human and humans screw up once in a while, especially when the hart is hurt.
Have been wanting to 'fix' my mistake with H, but I know that any 'fixing' will only lead to even more misunderstanding and arguing about who sees things the way they actually are... So it's not possible to have that 'conversation'. It kills me that I can't 'solve' it. But I guess this is what many of us call part of letting go.
I am taking myself to the movies with some friends to find distraction from it all.
Take care xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
