Horrible day yesterday. Uncontrollable crying which clearly indicates continued attachment. I really need to get back to the zen feeling of not caring what he does or who he's with.

On the plus side, it was practically NC as the only word we exchanged was "Hi" So I guess I can count it as day 1 of NC. Today may be day 2 as BF left early again.

Last edited by pearlharbr; 01/22/09 04:38 PM.
If you love somebody, set them free.
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