Thanks Hope, I know, had a bit of a lapse there. I know that someone who is that great wouldn't mess around with someone else's H, and she is. The more time H isn't home the stronger I feel at least to a point. Before we had only been apart for a few weeks and then we would talk for at least an hour each night when he was gone. I never thought I would be OK, without him to talk to and I have managed to make it so far. So that is empowering too me. I just need to focus on that.
