thanks everyone... the weekend was ok... also hard for me.
my anniversary was Monday and my H was going to watch the kids and 3 texts and phone that evening I never heard from him. I knew that meant he was struggling. I talked to him Tuesday evening and he said that Monday was a hard day for him, he was with OW so couldn't talk much, but he would send me an email and we'd talk about it.
I'm traveling on business and he has girls and last night when we talked I asked if he was still sending me an email or if he wanted to talk now. (remember I didn't ask him to send an email or talk about anything .. he offered)
He just said that he didn't think our anniversary day would affect him, that he couldn't eat all day, that he felt overwhelmed by what he has done and how he has handled everything. That he was sorry for everything.. that there is no way we could ever have a marriage again with everything that has happened and that he has broken the trust. He said he is willing and wanting to get together with me to just talk in person.. maybe Friday... I still asked him for an email as my H is struggling making since of his feelings.. he couldn't even find words for it...
I'll have to get back later as I've run out of time and have to go to a meeting..... more later
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
