Nice night with h. His car was fixed and ready to pick up today. After work we took the kids out for a bite to eat. We had a nice chat about our jobs. Seems to be going well for both of us.
H gave me some extra money this week and was being generous. I didn't expect it and I told him he didn't need to. He just said he wants the best for me and the kids. I said I know you do.
He said I am doing the best I can and he also said this isn't about NOT loving you. I said h what is it about. He said he feels I left him high and dry. His words. I said h I am sorry about that. Can you forgive me. He said I do forgive you, but I am just trying to get over it.
I just said h I will keep praying for us. I said I will keep trying to redeem myself. He said you have already redeemed yourself.
Then he left. MC tomorrow. Hmmmmm!
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"