"And Forrest, leave you mumbo jumbo with me, trying to challenge me..."

But.. is this not what I am here for? Isn't that why you wanted me here in the first place?

"She said I sound very negative"

I agree.

"She thinks H seems to be pushing me to regain my position in the R where I will lead and he will follow within his familiar zone."

I really agree.

"She thinks I should leave the past behind and start fresh."

Amen. Thank you god.

"She knows us both and she could tell immediately where we are stuck."

I am pretty sure.. I have said this for weeks now.

Anyway.. I agree.

"She made a big issue about leaving old patterns behind and finding our new roles and be happy with them."

Oh... Really. Imagine that.

"She said old patterns havent been successful, you should just forget about what you've tried."

Preach on Sister!

"So, I need to tell H tomorrow, couldnt get myself to do it tonight. If he agrees we will start this weekend."

Make it so #1.

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.