I will give it more time. I am not really ready yet and I know it..I just want to see him and talk ....no R talk just talk...I have a gut feeling that OW will start to put pressure on him this year to move in or settle down more.She is unaware of his past altogether..about MLC and what he did with other woman.. I know that he sees other woman because he has too much time on his hands and she lives and hour and a half away...time heals all wounds and I have more time to heal... it's all about me now
I need to still get out there and make new friends and I have the girls at work that are taking me out soon..besides I need a night out just for me it's been years since I went out with the girls and Sat night we are celebrating a birthday.I'll be joining them. the last two jobs that I had didn't give much oppurtunity to go out with co workers, this one does. So life goes on..i am better now than a few days ago when I wanted to contact him. I will wait...
I so much want to see him and figure out if he has come thru. I know that he has changed but I would like to see the Ex to figure it out. I will wait til he contacts me.
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M54 H54 married 30 years Prostitues and Other women "100's" 10/7/2004 Prostitue/Junkie girlfriend 6/04-1/07? Left 1/5/05 returned 1/9/05 Asked h to leave 4/2005 Had to, prostitues OW 5/2005 not a prostitue Divorced 9/2006
