I just got a call from him and his surgery has been moved up to tomorrow...he told me the OW is taking him and he is staying at her house after...I was crushed...WHY? I now know he is done with us..I have just loved him for so long and still do...I hate myself for that....I feel like I want it all to be over with...I cant stop crying...
He told me I needed to get past it all...that I need to quit crying in front of the kids that I'm prolonging them getting past it...he said my kids need to quit being holier than thou..and realize we all make mistakes...that I need to cancel my phone, the cable, quit getting my hair done, and all my extras...WTF? I have to give up everything to pay for a kid I don't even know, and trust me he IS HAPPY....he never breaks down when he's talking to me even though he knows how hurt I am..he doesn't care....I gave him 30 years and he threw it in my face..
I feel like its really done....and I'm so sad...
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
