Am I eternally hopeful or in denial....?

[Silent Chrleader]

Hi, BM!

...... my h was my first love and I love him deeply. I had the kind of relationship that I was meant to have then. It is not the kind I am meant to have in the future.

You are absolutely right!

Sometimes I think that there is no way that my H won't eventually come to realize that our M is worth saving! I can't have been so wrong for 27 years about his basic values and character! Those are things that don't just change so drastically beyond recognition for no good reason!

But, then I get afraid again that I am just in denial. It's a fine line between "hope" and "expectations". A very fine, sharp, razor thin, cut ya' to the quick, line!!!!

[[[[[HUGS]]]]]