It's Complicated! Part 3

[glamgirl]

I did text h today to see if he was getting D4 afterschool. If he doesn't then I will need to leave work early and then I can go back to work as I can leave D4 with S20. No response yet.

It was weird. I had a dream about xh last night. It was a pleasant dream that xh and I were friends. Not so sure what all that means. In the dream I was actually hanging out with him. Now this is a man that I didn't have contact with for 14 years.

During those 14 years, I just thought that my ex h got on with his life and really didn't think much about me and S20. I found out later, that was not the case. Over those 14 years he carried much guilt and remorse. I never knew.

It just goes to show that what you really think may not really be the case at all. We spend so much time trying analyzing our WAS's, when in actuality we could have the picture all wrong.

Just my thoughts today.....