I am doing okay today.

I have not had contact with H since he was here on Sunday but even then, he knew he had created some distance with his you make me nervous speech.

My 16 year old said to me of course he is nervous, he is cheating on you. Everyone here is tiring from his lifestyle but the kids are not likely to say anything.

My daughter also commented that all he does is watch tv over there, over here.................

He is coming over today, early afternoon, he told D16, in a text yesterday.

Me--I will just do my own thing. Since I make him nervous maybe I will seem invisible to him.


The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19