Just got to get this off my chest and I think most of y'all will understand better than most of my friends.
We had a big, for this area, snowstorm today. The ex sent me pictures of our girls playing in the snow on the hill at our old house. The house she now lives in.
Honestly since mid Nov I've had a tough time of it. Why, well first I did tell her in mid Nov exactly how I still felt about her. Ever since then she's been very kind like above but still distant, guarded. She brought me Christmas cookies, a Christmas gift, shared pictures of the dog, the girls. Yet the BF is still there.
If I had to describe her I would call her a kind, considerate, caring and good person. She's never really been ugly towards me, we've not had the typical divorce drama.
So how is it that someone that seems to care turns their back on the person that loves them the most but still shows bits of care? I just don't get it, I really don't. All I can do for now is pray for her, for our girls and pick myself up and keep moving forward with me. But it sure is hard as #$%^ sometimes.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
