You have achieved alot in this 1 year span (and I am sure that as a passive onlooker I don't even come close to knowing the half of it). It is amazing what can be made to happen on the heals of such devastation when we are firmly attached to the Lord.
Only other thing I wanted to not hold back on sharing is that I think it is not right that we live in a world where sadness is very nearly condemned. I don't like it. Sadness is an emotion just like any other one. It is a vital emotion. It ought not be condemned the way that I feel it is. All these pharm Co.'s are like trying to outlaw it or make you feel like you must not ever be sad. All I got to say about that is BS.
Now, a prolonged and escalating sadness is surely a cause for concern and would need to be dealt with professionally. Don't know if your H's is acute sadness or chronic sadness?
Walk in the Way of the Lord and be happy that He cares for you and loves you as He does.
