Maybe you're right, he's certainly spent a lot of time working up to it so it won't be so shocking! lol I've had a good idea of his other place for 2 years, why would he still be here? If he was leaving then why....phooeey, been thru that whole thought process and it's a waste of brain cells.
Will I be okay? yes. I will still have a ton of heartache but I have a good idea of the physical changes I would need to make to make things flow.
One more vent about the feed! I was waiting for a water tank to fill tonight, it's a time to look over the pen of livestock and reflect on things. I thought back to a year ago, and what horses were in which pens, who was eating all that grain every week. Mother Mare was still with us then, and took extra feed and care. H acknowledged that. But you know what? last year I was still recovering from surgery and couldn't even carry a 50lb bag of feed! Any feed that went up the hill to get fed was taken there by H. And he blames me.
Now if I was feeding cheese doodles I could have carried those bags!
Forging on...
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
