It seems to be working! Sometimes....

[Silent Chrleader]

So on this day of reflection I learned it's better to not reflect.

AND

The most important thing I should be doing this year on these "special" dates is making new wonderful memories so next year if I were to reflect on this day it would be a happy one. I hope and I pray that I get the chance to change that tide for today and the rest of our days together.

Wise words, sandycay!!!!!

And I consider yours is definitely a success story! Success is in the journey, not the destination. And since you AND your H are still on the journey and haven't given up, then you are already a success.

I envy you!

Hopefully I'll see ya' tomorrow....??!!

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