Ouch!! I know I deserved that. Reality is just taking a long time to sink in. I guess just like most of us, I never ever expected this to happen to me. My W and I were supposed to spend our entire life together, and I just haven't accepted that that is no longer the case. I'm told part of the problem is the fact that I still have daily contact with her and that she still (though much less lately) talks about our future. I think I will better face the facts once she moves out. I don't know. I really want to pick up the pieces of my life, but I just don't know how. She's been my life for so long. I'm definitely not getting the detach & GAL step--no doubt there.
