Things have been getting better and better every day.
My H is slowly moving his stuff into my townhouse until we are ready to move and buy my G-ma's house in about a month or so.
We have been working on her old place since we agreed to buy it. Now we have some plans and are spending time getting our living situation in order.
It seems like it took forever, Two years of roller coaster and now I can finally see an end to this crisis. I can see my end goal in sight. I really want us to live together again and get back to a comfortable healthy lifestyle like we used to have. We are closer than ever now. I actually think he has come through this MLC.
We are however, both changed forever due to what we have been through. I know it was an eye opener for me. And Sometimes I still cry and get down on myself for ever having to go through such trauma. It has changed so many aspects of my life. Some for the worse and some for the better. But overall, I am happy again.
I worked so hard to get here and now it is unreal, I almost feel like I am dreaming. I still have nightmares almost regularly about him leaving me again. I would be so crushed. I pray we can make it last.
I will pop in from time to time to tell my progress, but I dont check in as much anymore. I am so focused on my H and I mending and healing and moving back in with each other.
