I have been pretty upset this morning. I am tired of telling myself not to take personally the fact that my H does not want to be with me, tired of holding on, just tired. So I started thinking maybe I should just let go. Then I realize I am not ready.
All this to say I think NW626, once again, has got some sage advice. Just keep feeling your feelings and listening to the little voice (the one with the halo). He is so right about the importance of staying true and fair to oneself. I plan to follow his advice.