thanks. actually, I haven't been doing all that much work--when it's time for this to happen, it isn't all that much work. I think that over the past few weeks the anger dropped off as well, and I don't need all of the extra insulation to protect me, or the heaviness to hold me down. I feel lighter, so my body is reflecting that. And I'm eating healthy stuff, not just putting food in my face. Actually, healthy food is the only thing at all appealing right now.

I've been having really bizarre dreams over the past week. I'll spare y'all the details, but it seems I have a lot of bad stuff exiting my body! Interesting symbol there, but pretty easy to figure out!


M60
H52
D20
M14 yrs
OW-old gf from 1986
bomb-5/18/08
H filed for D-9/10/08
D final 4/24/09
xH remarried (not OW) 2012