You will get thru this---it is difficult right now but slowly, time does heal. I always thought that sounded ridiculous until my son died and then I realized it was true, time does heal.
And you have good friends who care about you and loving parents as well.
Hang in there.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19