Am I first!? Ahhh.. morning (afternoon!). I'm sorry this is so hard, that you feel trapped. I know I keep banging on about it, but this is a big week you know! Venus conjoins Uranus (planet of change) and the eclipse and all that, change is inevitable, somewhere, somthing has to shift, its about letting go of something, or an R changing. I have no idea how this is going to play out!! Dont ask me...
And although you said that you couldnt, you described this beautifully.."I can't explain this but somehow I feel like a young person full with ambitions, eager to live life as good as I can and the prospect of living with H kills all the desires and dreams. It is what SC says, I need someone to put energy in this R, not someone that sucks energy from me. I need to feel provoked, motivated, I need to feel my partner in life makes me want to be a better person. He doesn't have that effect."
I understand what you mean.. you want the person who loves you to see the best in you, want the best for you, push you to be the best for yourself, to be accepting, encouraging, expand your dreams, not quash them. I get it. Perhaps thats him, or maybe this focus on work has made him lose sight of how to live.
So that last line.. do you mean that? You already think its too late?
