W and I went out for dinner. Had a nice time. Came home and had a nice evening.
But she NEVER even said "Happy Birthday". So about 10:00 I told her I was going to bed and she actually told me goodnight before I said it. And I walked out of the family room without saying anything, giving her one last chance to say something. NOTHING.
So I walked back into the family room and she looked at me and said "what"? I said "I think it's crap that you couldn't even say 'Happy Birthday' to me". I got a sarcastic "sorry" back. I turned around and went to bed. On the way I yelled down to the basement to S16 "goodnight". And he yelled back up, "good night Dad, Happy Birthday, I love you". Bout melted my heart.
So I went to bed and just laid there wondering what I'm even bothering for. She is so self absorbed it's truly f'ing stunning. And the way I feel right now, I'm ready to walk away. I know moods change and everything. But right now, I'm just ready to give up.
Hope4us
Me - 49, W 49 S22 & S18 Dday 9/4/07 W claims NC 4/7/08 8/29/09 - Divorce Busted. Lots to work through, but we're going to make it.