I feel lost today, I am missing contact with W very much. I have a gut feeling that she is feeling the same. We have always had a psychic bond. I remember once, after we had been together about 2 years, she was at work and I was at home feeling real poorly. I was asleep on the sofa and half woke up. She was standing there looking at me, she said "Oh good, you're ok". I went back to sleep. About 4 hours later she came home from work. She told me that she had been worried about me and when she was having a ciggie break, got quite upset and really wanted to know I was OK. That was at exactly the time when I saw her standing over me. She never was there though really, not in body anyway.
Makes me wonder how something like that can just 'disappear'.
Well, that's me feeling sorry for myself. Now back to some work!