Thank you all so much!!! I had a rough weekend, Sunday I stayed in bed a long time & then just watched TV all afternoon. Not what I had planned for GAL after the holidays but loosing my baby has really thrown be back. My other dog & I are taking care of each other right now. She will get the other dogs toys & take them to my bed, we sleep together. It was both dogs in bed. I haven't decided yet about getting another one, your right it is too soon. I feel like once I go to work full time that I'm going to need another one to keep this one company, we'll just have to wait & see.
I did quite a bit of GAL over the holidays, got with several friends but not much lately. That is going to get started back, I've just got to deal with this loss first. I did get up this morning & exercise, something I haven't been doing so that is a start.
No contact with my ex, I think he is in China with OW. I got the house in the divorce so we have no reason for contact. I still get the alimony checks from him thru on-line banking.
I talked with a friend of mine last night that lives in MN, she was the one that had moved to India & I could call her in the middle of the night when all this first happened, she said God sent her to India so she could be there for me to call when it was 2 or 3 in the morning here & everyone else was asleep. They are back in MN now & she is not a dog person but she was very sympathic b/c she knows how close I am to my girls but no one knows unless you have been there. You said it, the loss is an unrated event. It does take time to get over it & you never really get over it you just accept it. I started looking at some of her pictures the other night when she was a pup & growing up, she was so cute & she was so happy. You could just see how happy she was in those pictures. It made me miss her but it was also a comfort in seeing how happy she was. There were also some pictures of ex in there too, it's hard to believe all this has happened. Some reason right now I just feel like he is on a trip.
Thank you all for being here for me, it sounds like you all know what I'm going thru even with the loss of my pup!
I love you all, you just don't know what you all mean to me.
