Wow, well thats progress then, a proper, no holds barred convo. Better than writing to him and getting little back. I am amazed and glad that you are able to move things along and have a proper talk and crying is better than getting angry (isnt anger just what comes first, because underneath there is hurt and tears?).
Its nice to hear that he hadnt thought of giving up, so he is committed at least.. and then he revised some of his earlier remarks and said that he didnt blame you...
"Earlier I had coffee with my girlfriends. They all face problems with their Hs like normal couples do. Tension, fights, etc etc. Little stuff. I kept wondering how did I get here? Life plays funny games. And it is fun. But although I am tired and PO very often, I wouldnt change a thing in regards to my "journey". Maybe the destination but that is not clear yet, is it?"
I had the exact same convo with my BFF earlier! Alot of people sem to be going through it right now, having R issues, but nothing major. I too have learnt a hell of a lot and wouldnt change that as yuo have done. I wonder where we will end up? It will all become clear one day hey.
Talking of 'journeys'..here is an excellent blog on this momentous week, Uranus in Pisces conjoins Venus in Pisces on Thursday, 'our' ruler Jupiter conjoins the Sun and then there is an eclipse...this week in the sky.
Heres how it starts..."This is going to be a big week for many of us and the beginning of a journey over the next several weeks that will lead us to some surprising places. Do expect some turbulence, though."