Hey Julia, Well.. thats an ending of sorts, isnt it. An ending that you were no way ready for back in June, so hey, pat yuorself on the back, as hard and horrible as it is, you have got this far. I would have foiund that very hard too and yes, symbolic of alot of dreams of the future.
I imagine he was feelign very bad and guilty, like you say, and also embarressed. Interesting that he keeps going off to his parents for the weekend (wasnt he there the week before too, when he was texting? or am I getting confused?).
How did yuo leave it with him when it was time to go? Did he say he would be in touch or anything? THinking of you too,
Al xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread