Episode IV: A New Hope (?)

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I highly doubt things will be better 'after the smoke clears'.

Didn't have her arrested, just a Order of Protection filed to keep her away from me and out of the house, NO CONTACT is allowed, and unfortunately, since the event occured directly in front of the children, she is not allowed visitation of them until the hearing for her actions of domestic violence.

As far as I'm concerned, that was the final straw for us, she's gone fruther than the Starship Enterprise where noone has gone before and lost it. She was always the 'in your face type' when it came down to heated arguements and now she just simply shows no control of her actions and if she went that nuts on me, I kringe to think of what could happen to the kids.

FIL and I are going to have to have a serious talk because now, he's not only 'bouncing me' but his grandkids that I highly doubt he would do. He's always said he wants to 'stay out of it' but this time there's no choice. Even if I did leave, she MAY NOT enter the house, period, end of story, if she sets foot on the proerty, JAIL, text message, JAIL, phone call, JAIL.

I don't know, it's a really messed up situation now. Hopefully we'll talk, and he'll reduce the payment immeditaly. I have zero lee-way with the electric company from how bad she handled it over the years.

I'm done giving this woman chances to make ammends with herself and the situation only to come back and try and burn me over somehow as each time it gets worse and worse.

I could still in theory go out by my cousin, whom I talked to and commute by car back and forth, but haven't figured out what to do with them after school yet. Again, one big mess and the clock is ticking and groceries need to be bought and it's only going to get worse. I've pretty much figured I'm going to to have to file my taxes serperately and claim them ASAP or get a personal loan, that's the only viable opions right now.