Sandi's in Piecing and it's getting better

[sandi2]

I'm glad I came to check out my own thread today. I am feeling kind of down b/c another weekend and I was stuck at home in my recliner/bed (as I call it). Didn't get to go to Church Sunday or do anything Saturday or today. I don't know why this seems to happen every weekend unless it is b/c I have to push myself Mon-Fri just to get to work. I have missed one day out of each week since Christams. That's not good. So, I appreciate everyone's concern and especially your prayers.

Kristi, I did check out the vitamins. You weren't kidding when you said they were expensive! I will have to wait until I get my credit card balance down before I can go that route. That credit card company is driving me crazy, b/c they keep going up on my finance charge even when I'm not charging anything. I don't know how they can do that, but I suppose they can do anything they want b/c they have you over a barrell. If I don't pay it, it will ruin my credit and if I file bankrupt will ruin my credit (which I've never done). But this is really getting me angry at them for doing me this way. I have paid what I owe them several times over and can't get my balance down. I have worked hard to have good credit but don't know how I am going to keep this up if they continue this.

Oh well, that's not what the issue is about.....it just has me depressed on top of my health problems. That's another thing, I thought maybe I could do without some antidepression meds and I'm finding out that maybe I can't. If I could just GAL, I think that would help with the depression......ya think? Seriously, I think that is what has me down more than anything b/c I'm like a hermit except when I go to work and then right back home again.

Anyway, sorry to be "dumping" and I do appreciate your concern. My doctor was going to New York to a special conference about a possible new medication they are hoping "may" help. Didn't say anything about "healing", just hoped it might help. Me too.

You all take care,
Sandi