Just off the phone with H. I swear. I had asked him to keep D4 this afternoon so I could go to the dentist. He just called to see if he could pick her up a little early cause they are going out of town. Of course I ask why they are going and he says "S13 needs new shoes and OW wants to go pick up some things". Then he asks if I'm okay. And I just want to scream. No, I'm not okay. I'm sick of having this woman rubbed in my face. I'm sorry I had two f*n A's, but that does NOT mean that you get to be a total a$$ to me.
I'm so mad, I'm shaking and the crying is about to start all over again. I know it's not DB, but this on top of the drinking on top of everything else, it's like he's just trying to push me into a D.
And if I say anything about it, he'll just say, well, you're the one that had the As so you have no room to talk. What do I say to that???? Any advice on that would be great. And after that, I guess I am going to have to set some boundaries. D4 has been going there already to spend nights and having time with them and I guess I can't stop that. I guess I can only allow it on those Weds. nights and the weekends that we agreed to. I dunno. Any advice or opinions, please. I'm too shaky and foggy to see straight right now. What does it say that if he is pushing her on me to see how I'll react??? On top of everything else???
Mel
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
