Well I haven't heard from H much at all. The last phone call was 2 weeks ago and any e-mails from him simply beg me to sign the D papers. He continues to be firm about the D and states he will never change his mind. Instead of responding back to these e-mails I have just ignored the last two. Should I just ignore them or affirm that I will not keep him in our M if he doesn't want it? It seems like he feels I am haven't let him go.

I am trying not to e-mail him and just see what happens. It's very unnerving. I just continue to have my M to God, pray, and hope for a miracle.

Me:28, first M
H: 33, second M
Married: 08/08
Bomb: 10/08
H filed D and deployed: 12/08
Served: 04/09
I deploy: 07/09
Hearing date: 08/09