You're right about the prayers. The reason I posted it was that I had stopped praying for that and to let me know, stay or go. As FH posted to me last week, I got my sign when I got no response, WAIT. The walk continues.
I was mostly gray and white by the time I was 30 alos. I do age well. My hair was dark brown when I was a kid. Everyone has told me how good I look lately and the richard Gere thing has come out a few times in the last two months.
Brief dreams of her last night. Nothing significant. But I was relieved that I actually dreamwed of her. I was worried I had blanked her out. Another busy week in paradise this week. I will also be spending serious time around the house this week with MIL coming over and W possibly spending time there as well. I went thru the house last night and there is some painting that needs to get done and a couple of other small things that I should be able to do by thursday night. MIL will most likely be over Saturday morning.
I am mostly praying for me to get htru this mess and my D17 with her issues. W is where she is by her choice. W is looking for the pot of gold. If everyt hing I have been reading is true, then her journey should lead her back. "Should". I won't dwell on it. Money is tight. Not hqaving the money she owes for insurance hurts, but I amnot going to pursue her for it. she doesn't have it and I know that. I was calling for the sake of calling and pursuing. I'm just gonna suck it up and see what happens. Most likely I will see her this weekend. i will not bring it up. I will just keep to the occassion of MIL being home and enjoy the conversation and what not.
