Well, color debates aside, what I heard from you is that it'd be a 180' for you...to color it...and I'm curious about what it looked like before it was all white. I was at my hs bf's wedding decades ago (we stayed close obviously) and even though he was just 30 y/o, it was almost all white and he looked like Santa Claus. I was, frankly, relieved I'd married h b/c he was aging well and hs bf was not. But hey, Richard Gere??? Hmm not bad! (Then again, Richard Gere looked even better before the gray. It's just a thought. Ask your girls...??)
As for the prayers, here's my two cents on that. I prayed a lot during H's MLC, for years. Eventually I stopped praying for h to "get it" or come right home. Instead, I prayed for God's will to be revealed to me, as in, "Stay or go?" for ME, and the strength to do whatever His will was. Of course He knows what our hearts wishes are, but it isn't up to us to say what should be done by someone else.
Sometimes, we know what we want, but God always knows what we need. Ask for the guidance to know His will, and the strength to follow it, and do what you can to avail yourself of the tools and people He puts in your life.
But if you keep on demanding Your wish list, I think you're missing some of what the whole "growth and peace within", lessons are. IMHO, of course.
(( j ))
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
